I suppose I should show my true self…. it is quite an interesting concept… but before I start on that, i’ll just do an update…
I really have this habit of making friends with the most unlikely people… my actual friends are a pothead, a macho farmboy, a sport-obsessed girl, a to-be alcoholic and a party girl…. tey just don’t seem my type do they? but they are all really awesome people!
pothead: Suzanne: She isn’t addicted or anything but she does it recreationally. Anyway Suzanne is this really sweet person who is just so mellow, she takes my childishness and craziness in like a sponge and i just feel so comfortable around her. she is such an awesome person to chat with and i just enjoy her company in general. if things go well, we might end u realy close friends (unless i screw it up with my stupid mood swings sigh….)
macho farmboy: Scott: The first time I met him, he was really quiet the whole time. It was me, mitch, kenzie, katelyn (asian descent one),and scott had just arrived on campus, missing move-in day and stuff, and he seemed so awkward because he was not with the most masculine crowd in the world lol. well, at least it seemed that way, it is easy to make assumptions innit? anyway you know how i am, i talk to everyone (probably a bad habit i have) and it turns out scott is a really cool guy and really open minded. he deals with my craziness and adds on his own lol!! i swear if me and him team up, we could get someone to commit suicide >:) we have the most random deep coversations and then the most random wicked banters…. such awesomeness. He could be a really close friend. not to mention he so meets all my high school criteria (unique, independant, strong willed, cocky, self confident, good looking, open minded, no weed, no excessive drinking, no cigarettes)!!!! i really hope this friendship is maintained and grows…
sport-obsessed girl: Mackenzie: Really wild tempered “speak my mind” kind of girl, allergic to everything she always retaliates and has a reaction to my craziness yet doesnt seem to want me changed…. she seems cool, i do not see me and her becoming best friends but i can see us being good friends that can hang out occassionally.
she is like obsessed with the gym and gymnastics and all that stuff and i am super lazy, yet the friendshp still works
to be alcoholic: Eric: heheheheh, he loves beer like hell haha! but he is a really cool chap, and i find it interesting that he stuck by me even when everyone hated me thanks to a certain rumour bearing skank, but he is a lot more open minded and noncholant. he just is not bothered to be believing the grape vine. he speaks french too (hehehehehhehe that was a huge plus in my book!) . really cool dude though and he adds on to my craziness with his own haha!
party girl: Nadene: well that is not technically true. she studies like hell 6 days a week, but when she does go out to party, she goes WWIIIILLLLDDDDDDDD and it is so cool haha! but she is really nice and friendly though i need to get used to her type of friendship because she sometimes does things that i dont expect friends to do like leaving me when i am still eating though she sees nothing wrong with it O_o but she seems to honestly be my friend, so i am intrigued.
then there is the endless list of people i smile and wave at and basically make them believe i am a retard. i bet like half the people i have met ask how i got into Queen’s haha! its so unique. i honestly deteste them though. they are not worth my time, but that is something about me that no one here has seen so far, i enjoy playing mental games, and so far they seem to have fallen for it. i am apparently the stereotypical 13 year old indiotic perverted kid and they seem to be licking it up hand and foot like brainless idiots! it is quite entertaining thoiugh because i now honestly know thier weakpoints, the easiest way to make them hate themselves heheheh. being absolutely serious though, i am getting bored of playing games with them and pretending to be weak but i do have a feeling it is more beneficial for me to appear weak, even though i know i will be the top at the end… i am confused… what is better? to pretend to be the underdog or to be the top dog the whole way through? i have no clue…
ah well, hence why i need Priveeta’s and Anna’s advice
i started work at the QP
EVERYONE IS SO AWESOME!!!! like i LOVE it!!!! tey make me feel so accepted and loved and stuff! and i feel really good being around the other staff basically, because even when they are not talking to me, they make me feel included.
i think it is just my unique luck that got me onto the kost retarded floor in Queens. the floor with the closed minded idiots who would get massacred if they even left the province of ontario, let alone Canada haha! sigh, i should probably go to sleep and wake up for another day of smile, wave and feigning weakness and stupidity for the fools to lap up like pussywhipped dogs drinking poisoned milk
g’nyt….





